This is a throwaway so I can be dumb and learn stuff
Career/partial life bio
Decided to trim this about down, will post pastebin links overtime
Aug 2025
Funny a big problem in my life is social anxiety, with women in particular. I don't have a problem driving fast but I can't seem to overcome that ha. Soon I will get back on my debt relief goals, I haven't driven UE in a month. Need to start making that part of my life again. It's not all bad, I get to see random places and talk to people. I'm sitting here donating plasma now. Funny how I do this and make 3-4x what the other people make.
So much of the time I'm used to being in a bad state like something I'm working on needs more work. Today I get the good news something I made is 100% working and I'm like "how is this true?" looking for an explanation ha.
---
Previous mental samples
https://pastebin.com/y0R0JWBz (Jun 2025 - Jul 2025)
https://pastebin.com/k2hqR8uN (Mar 2025 - Jun 2025)
https://pastebin.com/5xCTbGsu (2023 - Mar 2025)