Just a few weeks ago I had the sudden urge to blow up my life a little.
I started by eating a chicken sandwich for the first time in 15-ish years. It was unsatisfying, and it was not enough.
Then I decided to move out of the suburbs of a major city to a neighboring city that is much smaller, but much cozier and still within commuting distance. I started looking for rentals.
One day the following week I decided to just buy a place in this neighboring city.
Two weeks later, I bought one.
It all went very quickly, and usually my decisions are much more based on logic than a whim. I did think it through after acknowledging the whim - the move logistically, financially, and socially makes sense. But first and foremost, what I was pulled by was just a "vibe". A feeling that I had to just be somewhere different. I've done this once before, and back then it turned out to be a great decision.
So to answer "How do you choose where to be?" - For me, sometimes (rarely) I just feel a strong pull to some thing or some place. I cannot explain it, but I can research and justify it after the fact. Unless I can tell that it is clearly a stupid decision, I try to follow that urge, because it is so rare.
My better half is smarter than me, so I go where they go :P
But that aside, we live in a remote island and by family, that’s all we really need.
I do wish there were more “hackerman” people I could find and hang with though.
But it sounds like you have a good thing going with a tech background and a second skill (music) - why not finish the music school then have a second look at areas you can move to with more people/opportunity?
One thing I do for difficult decisions is make a basic solutions matrix: rank your n priorities in decreasing number towards 1, and then rate “staying put” vs “moving” giving each a score of 0 or 1 for each priority. You can only assign 0 or 1 once per priority. Multiply each score by the priority weight and sum up the total. Whichever wins is your answer. You should also definitely add a “green grass bias” priority whose weighting is the negative version of the weighting your most important priority. Do this in excel etc or by hand.
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Here’s a simple attempt (not tabular):
Priority scores (etc):
- Proximity to people (5)
- Fulfilling (4)
- Software-centricity (3)
- Career opportunities (2)
- Cost (1)
- Green-grass bias (-5)
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Staying Put (L) vs City (R)
- 0 , 1 [proximity etc]
- 1 , 0 [fulfilment etc]
- 0 , 1 [software etc]
- 0 , 1 [career etc]
- 1 , 0 [cost etc]
- 0 , 1 [bias]
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Total scores:
- Staying put : +5
- City : +5
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Add more priorities, the deeper you go the better analysis you can make of the results. I’ve made up the priorities as examples, but you will have your own!
Well, I moved to Finland 6 months after graduating college to be with my fiancee, now-wife, and that worked out great for me. So I'm inclined to say, first and foremost, move to wherever you find who you love.
If you don't yet have a person like that in your life, then I'd recommend move to wherever puts you in the best position to find them. If you already do, then I would say move to wherever your ambition takes you, and try not to let sunk cost fallacy bite you too hard.
Or in other words, sometimes the problem is thinking that you need to move while what you might be needing is to change.
Then again, you are 27. You are still able to move wherever you want without too much effort. So, if you think you need to move, do so. But going back to the paragraph above, don't just move. Do think about what it is that you're looking for, what you expect to achieve with the move. And then consider that moving may be a part of the solution but that you may need other parts to reach your goals.
We are not really that fixed and while resident foreigners may sometimes seem like they are all stereotypes, they are actually all being shaped toward being quite a bit different from typical in the environment they left.
In retrospect they may have missed out on many things, if they were in another place at that time, life might have turned out much differently for them, for the better or worse. But life is oftentimes happenstance or habit, instead of willed intentional (inter)action.
Habitual or even changes of perspective can be rare, and choosing to explore without any direction can be very difficult.
feel like I’ve made a mistake ‘giving up’ second year of music school
Leaving music school doesn't mean you cease learning music. You have a lifetime to learn more about music. That's good because that's what it takes to scratch the surface.
Anyway, it sounds like that music school might not have been the right music school for you because it didn't make you feel like you wanted to stay. That is probably some mix of its culture, curriculum, and location with your ambitions. You can take music lessons anywhere.
Anyway, I don't think where I am is an independent choice. There are external factors: friends, family, work, etc. Recognizing the complexity of the world a reward for growing older. Good luck.
If you have liked music and now you realise after staying away for a while that you miss software engineering may be a signal that you should find something that is at the intersection of both domains. Usually there is also longevity in such kind of work. YMMV, good luck!!!
Just a few weeks ago I had the sudden urge to blow up my life a little.
I started by eating a chicken sandwich for the first time in 15-ish years. It was unsatisfying, and it was not enough.
Then I decided to move out of the suburbs of a major city to a neighboring city that is much smaller, but much cozier and still within commuting distance. I started looking for rentals.
One day the following week I decided to just buy a place in this neighboring city.
Two weeks later, I bought one.
It all went very quickly, and usually my decisions are much more based on logic than a whim. I did think it through after acknowledging the whim - the move logistically, financially, and socially makes sense. But first and foremost, what I was pulled by was just a "vibe". A feeling that I had to just be somewhere different. I've done this once before, and back then it turned out to be a great decision.
So to answer "How do you choose where to be?" - For me, sometimes (rarely) I just feel a strong pull to some thing or some place. I cannot explain it, but I can research and justify it after the fact. Unless I can tell that it is clearly a stupid decision, I try to follow that urge, because it is so rare.
My better half is smarter than me, so I go where they go :P
But that aside, we live in a remote island and by family, that’s all we really need.
I do wish there were more “hackerman” people I could find and hang with though.
But it sounds like you have a good thing going with a tech background and a second skill (music) - why not finish the music school then have a second look at areas you can move to with more people/opportunity?
One thing I do for difficult decisions is make a basic solutions matrix: rank your n priorities in decreasing number towards 1, and then rate “staying put” vs “moving” giving each a score of 0 or 1 for each priority. You can only assign 0 or 1 once per priority. Multiply each score by the priority weight and sum up the total. Whichever wins is your answer. You should also definitely add a “green grass bias” priority whose weighting is the negative version of the weighting your most important priority. Do this in excel etc or by hand.
———
Here’s a simple attempt (not tabular):
Priority scores (etc):
- Proximity to people (5)
- Fulfilling (4)
- Software-centricity (3)
- Career opportunities (2)
- Cost (1)
- Green-grass bias (-5)
——-
Staying Put (L) vs City (R)
- 0 , 1 [proximity etc]
- 1 , 0 [fulfilment etc]
- 0 , 1 [software etc]
- 0 , 1 [career etc]
- 1 , 0 [cost etc]
- 0 , 1 [bias]
——
Total scores:
- Staying put : +5
- City : +5
—————
Add more priorities, the deeper you go the better analysis you can make of the results. I’ve made up the priorities as examples, but you will have your own!
Good luck
Well, I moved to Finland 6 months after graduating college to be with my fiancee, now-wife, and that worked out great for me. So I'm inclined to say, first and foremost, move to wherever you find who you love.
If you don't yet have a person like that in your life, then I'd recommend move to wherever puts you in the best position to find them. If you already do, then I would say move to wherever your ambition takes you, and try not to let sunk cost fallacy bite you too hard.
Wherever you go, there you are.
Or in other words, sometimes the problem is thinking that you need to move while what you might be needing is to change.
Then again, you are 27. You are still able to move wherever you want without too much effort. So, if you think you need to move, do so. But going back to the paragraph above, don't just move. Do think about what it is that you're looking for, what you expect to achieve with the move. And then consider that moving may be a part of the solution but that you may need other parts to reach your goals.
> Wherever you go, there you are.
More accurately: Wherever you go, a you will be.
We are not really that fixed and while resident foreigners may sometimes seem like they are all stereotypes, they are actually all being shaped toward being quite a bit different from typical in the environment they left.
Maybe “your people” are not the ones who have the same sort of profession as you do and your “world” is not the industry that you’re a part of.
Think about. It probably isn’t. I mean, I hope after some thought you can reason that it isn’t.
This is something I often wonder when I see historical video footage - why do the people there were where they were? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZ1OgQL9_Cw
In retrospect they may have missed out on many things, if they were in another place at that time, life might have turned out much differently for them, for the better or worse. But life is oftentimes happenstance or habit, instead of willed intentional (inter)action.
Habitual or even changes of perspective can be rare, and choosing to explore without any direction can be very difficult.
feel like I’ve made a mistake ‘giving up’ second year of music school
Leaving music school doesn't mean you cease learning music. You have a lifetime to learn more about music. That's good because that's what it takes to scratch the surface.
Anyway, it sounds like that music school might not have been the right music school for you because it didn't make you feel like you wanted to stay. That is probably some mix of its culture, curriculum, and location with your ambitions. You can take music lessons anywhere.
Anyway, I don't think where I am is an independent choice. There are external factors: friends, family, work, etc. Recognizing the complexity of the world a reward for growing older. Good luck.
If you have liked music and now you realise after staying away for a while that you miss software engineering may be a signal that you should find something that is at the intersection of both domains. Usually there is also longevity in such kind of work. YMMV, good luck!!!
Ppersonally I learned French, moved to France, and started working remotely for American companies.
10/10 would recommend.
How long did it take you to learn French?